DIAS EN LA VIDA;

I'll sleep when I'm dead.

2009-11-09T12:49:19Z

I don't feel much like writing.
Here's my life from the past 3 months in pictures.

Sarasota.

September

All the dark water is fishes!

The face you make after eating a taquila worm.

^ By Sarah Ormiston <3
October
New Jersey

What am I supposed to do? I ain't got no hands!

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Birthday Sex

2009-10-13T19:57:56Z

Life is good, thank you October.

p.s
Updating with A TON of pictures shortly.

I can feel things changing.

2009-09-30T23:37:46Z

I'm glad I got to spend the weekend in Boca, I needed it.
I appreciated the adventures and the real conversation.
I love Miami and the way they make you feel like family.
My days have been good.
Tomorrow marks the beginning of October. I have reasons to smile.

laugh_porvida @ 2009-09-21T14:08:00

2009-09-21T18:29:02Z

I'm ready for some new surroundings and adventures.
Get. Me. Out. Of. Here.

Hmm

2009-09-18T21:01:59Z

This could change everything.
Sometimes I get scared.

laugh_porvida @ 2009-09-09T23:16:00

2009-09-10T03:19:38Z

999

laugh_porvida @ 2009-08-21T08:23:00

2009-08-21T12:36:26Z

I miss you and everything we shared.
Just sayin'.

U n c o n d i t i o n a l l o v e.

2009-08-16T01:52:07Z

I don't know why I previously made this entry private on the 15th.

Positive thinking will get you through even the hardest of times. At least for me it does. Things have been so good lately. I love my friends with all of me and although I may not show it all the time know that it's there and I just have a hard time expressing myself. I can't even begin to explain all the things that have been going on in my head. I wanted to try, but like I said me and expression aren't too close of friends. I've been doing so much thinking, so much learning, so much observing. I love it. I love mushrooms. I've been thinking a lot about the people I surround myself with and how I know, we'll remain friends for the rest of our lives. The connections are far too strong for anything to come between us. It's a good feeling to know that not only are things good for me they're good for my friends too. They all seem so happy and in return it makes me even happier. I think all of my friends deserve the world and every day I see them getting closer and closer to receiving it, if they haven't already. I have no limits. I have nothing holding me down or back. I'm a free spirit and I love my like minded friends. I love not taking things so serious but knowing when I should be. I'm thankful for all that I have especially the love. I talked to Jimmy on the phone the other morning while I was tripping, I still can't get over it. It's the first time I've heard his voice in 6 years and it had me smiling from ear to ear. I think it was the perfect time to have happened. He's given me something to look forward to in September, he's coming to visit for a week! No one can possibly understand how excited and happy this has made me!! I finally feel like I'll be okay after everything. I don't feel lonely, but I know I'm alone. No one will fully understand me and that's okay with me. I hope all of my friends know I'm there for them and I would never do anything to betray their trust. I miss a lot of people I don't see, a lot of places I haven't been in a long time, and a lot of feelings I'll never have again. But I'm okay, in fact I'm more than okay. I have all the faith in the world that I'll come out of all this alive. I have set new goals for myself and I know this time I'll actually accomplish them, these are things I can actually see myself doing, somethings I'll enjoy more than I've ever enjoyed another journey. I have plans to go to New York next April to volunteer at Omega Institute and I'll be joined by one of my favorite adventure buddies, my mischief sister, Arabrab (Barbara)! I can't wait to explore a new state, to actually live somewhere other than Florida. I love everything about this state, all I've done and the people that have been right by my side while I was doing it. But I need to get out, I'm not made to sit here, I am here to explore to become rich of all the world around me and all it has to offer, the experiences, the adventures, the people, the friendships, the wisdom, the beauty. While I'm in New York I will soon cross paths with Sky again and the two of us plan on traveling the world together. I know we could do it, we're the most perfect team for such a thing. I want to go to Puerto Rico too, spend time with my Abuela and learn how to crochet. I can't wait for all these things but at the same time I don't want time to go by any faster. I love life, my friends, my family, my world every minute of every day. Thank you to everyone that has been a part of my life, good or bad you've made me the person I am today and I love me.

Pictures from the last couple months adventures.

I miss Skylar and Candace every day, damnit!

x:

(Finally painted over these)

I really don't like to see birds in cages more than any other animal.

(For Jimmy!)

I look strange.

I can't begin to explain how much Sky means to me and how much I miss her.

P.S
I'm so proud of Sky, Alison, and Jimmy for doing what they do, being who they are, taking on chances, in their own ways making the world a better place. I adore and miss the three of you so so so much. <3

I've got a lot to say.

2009-08-04T07:33:48Z

But for now, I just want to say one thing.
I love Skylar Kesler with my whole monsta heart.
And I could list all the reasons why but this is meant to be a short entry.
Okay, I'll give you one: You should see how cute she is when she's sleeping.

I'm going to miss you more than I've ever missed anyone, True story.
But we will travel the world together, you and I and it'll be worth the wait until we meet again.
We'll just pick up where we leave each other and take on the world.

-_-

2009-07-21T04:01:23Z

Urgh. Up and down and side to side. My emotions will not stay put.
One second I'm happy, the next I'm angry, then sad,frustrated. lonely, empty, full, excited, complete.
On top of that.. oh, nevermind.
I'm always down for roller coasters but fuck this.
I need new scenery.

laugh_porvida @ 2009-07-11T19:14:00

2009-07-11T23:21:53Z

So I'm keeping you forever.

laugh_porvida @ 2009-07-06T00:07:00

2009-07-06T04:34:18Z

Where the fuck did this wall come from?!
And why is it between us?
You seem different.

I'm exhausted.

I'm not sorry I met you.

2009-06-18T04:52:41Z

When I get my phone back on, I will ask you to hangout this weekend.
I hope you say no for no good can come from this.
But sometimes I miss you so much I don't know what to do with myself.
And no matter how many people say they are, no one's able to listen.

Blech.
Will someone just lay with me far away from everyone and everything and watch the clouds pass, please?

[:

2009-06-13T13:54:54Z

Everyone's asleep now, and I'm on the roof watching and talking to the men below me playing golf.
It's such a beautiful morning, holy fuck.
I wish someone was awake to witness this with me.
But!
I came up here specifically for the reason of writing this entry.
I can't express enough how thankful I am to have the friends I have, the adventures, this wonderfully sunny Summer day and especially!
To have Cody Fish Nolan as my best friend.
You mean more than the world to me, and I'm so confident we'll stay best friends forever and always.
I love you so muchrawrblub<3
I'm such a lucky liddo monsta.

laugh_porvida @ 2009-06-10T07:46:00

2009-06-10T11:52:41Z

Roaming naked at 5 am. Downtown chasing people, cartwheels, and giving out flowers at 7am.

~~You're cute [:~~

I will always think of you as someone that I love

2009-05-25T23:50:36Z

I'm homeless, jobless, and my friends they couldn't be any kinder. [:

At 5am I went to Denny's to meet up with Denver, Chelsea,andTaylor

Savannah came to see me and her, Ryan and I had a wonderful wine/dance Cinco De Mayo

Jack Daniels with the boys of Marco, always an adventure.

(being lame)

And Ryan Lay's Fine Wine 19th birthday party.
Mouth full.

Sarah and I trying to raise our eyebrows. I sucked.

Cody and I being extra fancy.

[;

]:

And when I was at School

I love my friends!

Quad pod<3

2009-05-06T20:25:10Z

I can't remember the last time I was so content.

We'll devise a clever disguise.

2009-04-16T17:26:46Z

I'm really looking forward to spending a lot more time with my cousin Illy, she's been keeping my mood up lately.
I want a friend that will lay with me under really big trees by lakes, and just talk and read books and smoke jays or something.
I don't understand why people don't read together, I think it's nice.
My emotions have been just as indecisive as I am lately.
I'm always hungry and there's no food to eat.
I need a job so badly it's pathetic.
I'm going to need to start paying the School soon so I'm kind of worried.
Lalalla Joe and Jason just came over; I'm high as a motha fuckin' helicopter.

P.S, I miss you.

It's so damn slow

2009-04-08T07:00:24Z

It really makes me uncomfortable when other girls talk about my weight and wanting to be "as skinny" as me.
I don't consider that a compliment /:
I'm beginning to enjoy wine a lot more, and being single.
And I'm thankful my friends are so great.
Especially the fact that they're all so sarcastic.

Baby animals make me so happy.

Especially Albino ones.

savannahyousofly.blogspot.com

"Harvest of hippy bullshit!"

2009-03-26T21:57:21Z

Harvest of Hope wasn't as great as I thought it'd be, but I still had a pretty bad good time.
School starts Monday. How interesting things are going to be at first.
Once again, I've decided LiveJournal stinks so I'm going to start using my Blog more.
savannahyousofly.blogspot.com < for anyone with one that's interested in other peoples business.

Ty
And the fallowing are by Alexandra Elizabeth

For you.

2009-03-04T22:20:14Z

There can never be another you.
You are the only best friend that will do.
We stick together like paper and glue.
My favorite color is green, yours is blue.
If you were a booger you know I'd pick you.
There will be no replacing you.
You will always be my #1boo.
You and I are my favorite team
Even on days you make me scream
A lot of people think you're mean.
All we do is smoke on green.
And I know this shit is cheezy
But that's exactly why you love me :D

I miss her, so much.
Jacklyn MaryAnn Smith you'll always have my heart.

laugh_porvida @ 2009-01-18T03:14:00

2009-01-18T08:36:56Z

I think you're better than anything else ever.

I saw Eddie!

I got to meet his girlfriend, Ashley! [:

Went to Boca with Chelsea, whome I love.

HEHEHEHAHAHAHAHHAHEHEHAHHAHAHAHA<3

2000CRIME!

2009-01-06T23:51:22Z

I can honestly say I was more than satisfied with the way my New Year turned out.
A last minute trip to Boca Raton after Caitlin and Jackie decided they'd rescue me was all I could ask for.
I was so glad to be home and I was even more happier to have Tom and Alison with me on the adventure.
The night, too good for me to describe.
So! I'm not going to. c[:

Here are a lot of pictures to tell the story

These are the only females I will love forever and ever.

Melissa too, of course!!!!

"Why do you keep waving at the camera Caitlin?"

I met another Savannah, and she's pretty flyyyyyyyy [:
I hope Ricky's only going to be gone for like a week, so he doesn't have to sneak things in through the bum [;

My two favorite Taurus (and my favorite Libra lurking in the back, haha)

This is what happens when you don't sleep all night.

120:
I find beauty in inperfection.

This one is the only one I care to tell you what I titled it; "Meet Me Here Later".

Cousin and her boyfriend, this is my favorite oneeeeeeee!!

+++++ I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!

Pittiful.

2008-12-21T18:45:36Z

Grab me by my hand and show me a world I never knew.
Show me there's more to life than just sitting on a couch at various homes watching the days go by.
Come to my window at night and take me away on a grand adventure that only the two of us would get.
Have sleepovers with me, and we'll laugh at everything that comes out of each other's mouths.
We'll take pictures together and some day make a scrap book!
We'll have each other to rely on when we're upset.
I'll tell you my secrets and you'll tell me yours without being worried someone else will hear of it.
Where are you? I've been waiting years for you to find me.

I know it's lame, but I've always wanted a best friend.
Yeah, I've had "best friends" but I mean, a true one that won't leave me behind when everyone else does.
Someone who doesn't live a million miles away, who will love and enjoy me as much as I love and enjoy them. and will appreciate me.
Someone that will stay for always.

I need you.

I see trees of green.

2008-12-01T08:30:39Z

Life is quite satisfying lately.

So last night/dismorning was fucking awesomeeee.
I NEED TO BRING MY CAMERA EVERYWHERE NOW SO I DON'T MISS OUT LIKE LAST NIGHT.
Another show at Jame's, OEs in purses and vampires, after party at Mr. Lay's, a bunch of libra's, people and their area code reppin', lot's of burrr, hiding in bathroom, bitches getting decked, dance party, private Ryan Lay dance, 10 people in Alison's car, Breakfast Club panamine, fat cats, PITA PIT HANGOVER ADVENTURE!, Gucci Mane for gas station dance party, a libra sammich on the convienietly placed mattresses., new memories and laughing until I cry.

Let's see... I went to Zombicon!

We became friends because we're alchoholics<3
(this is my favorite picture EVER taken)

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HOW FUCKING SICK IS THIS PAINTING!? Alice in Wonderland zombie styleeee.

I love you cousinnnn!

They're so fucking cute.

So I have a brother...

The cutest zombie boyfriend EVER EVER EVER EVER.

That night was fucking insane.

Halloween

Mine mine mine mine mine mineeee [:

My Daddy came and visited my sisters and I. We went to Adri's soccer game, at Moe's and watched Role Model- SO GOOD.

SAW MINUS THE BEAR! For the 3rd time [:
I just wish Jackie, David, and Troy were thereeeee.
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It was fucking awesome, we were all so drunk! Drove to Boca with Chris and Julie, jumped up on stage with Julie (we were the only ones!), hot tubs, captain and coors, sleeping on floors, morning sessions at Jackie's. Mmm so good.

In ze crowed.

Best part of this picture, she wasn't drunk. HAHA

Volunteered at Bikers for Babies with my parents and sister.

Rolling adventures with my favorite crew!

Hahahha I love her.

Tofurky for two<3

Way to wear orange and green sweaters on Thanksgiving and not realize it.

I usually wake up to this.

I need to get my rolls of film developed.
I want to change the color of my hair badly, but I know if I do I'll just go back to the natural color as always.
Urgh, I need someone who can do steps holla!

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